I try hard and hard enough not to feel it. But “this loneliness” does not seem to go away. I have arranged meeting with friends tried to call them and its alright. I find the serenity but then I am extremely feeling lonely the other time. I don’t want to tell anybody about it but deep inside my heart I want that somebody to be with me and understand me. This feeling is hard. Its tough. I can’t help. I have been skyping with my brother, with friends in viber and whatsapp but nothing is helping.